Poetry By Javaughn Fernanders copyright 2009

Hear Say

I heard

the Bronx stopped on a dime when she died.

People arrived like raindrops

and coiled around the block,

and coiled around the block

again.

Everyone would  recall

hot cross buns and candles burning in glass jars.

Her rested body was the end of superstition

and the people

cried

and cried.

In defense of Comics (1942)

Red cape

indigo arms

pink sunsets

make chores less work.

Spiderman in the bathroom room,

Superman in church,

Wonder Woman washing in the creek.

The next hero

underneath the kitchen sink, planning her escape.

12 Hour Crush

Little man with green in your eyes I was surprised to see you laugh at my joke.

The twists that adorn your hair

flew around in the air

made me laugh too.

we were almost lovers

for half a day.

Funny man with green

(in your almond eyes)

can’t disguise my gaze

on those days when

your skin grows

deeper

deeper

tan

DaMn

we were almost lovers

for half a day.

wanting  a piece what goes on

in those five sizes too big bordered

beneath the small of your back

pants

we were almost lovers

for half a day.

Ivy

I learned A lot

about class

on the first day.

They wore

Jcrew not Jordache

they smoked

coke not crack

girls like me

rolled their eyes

(incidentally, colored skin doesn’t breed camaraderie).

It was a great education.

I heard you made

jokes about Jews

that didn’t surprise me.

You told me to

get on all fours

and clean your

floors in algebra class

All in fun I guess.

Nevertheless,

I hurried up and became a poet


Clean

Dip my tongue in the cool

I do this,

it’s part of the washing game

And you are there

ready with a bowl

persistent and gentle with your touch

you refuse

to give a bad bath.

Night Elms

The winter trees have a secret

they share with  fallen snow

beneath my feathered  blanket

I peak through a hole

and watch the skinny trunks of elm trees

Grow white enough to overcome the darkness

We glow

they call before I fall asleep.


Your Name On a Grain of Rice

Kissing the pacific ocean

on the pier.

a tourist gets her name

engraved on grain

To wear around her neck

Before that

in a market

women tired from the sun

and other things

loaded pounds of heaviness upon their

heads and carefully carried it

down alleys

Before that

Women brown from the sun

and other things

bent over burdened,

pulled it up from mud

for a meal.

Then,

Sticky, steamy,  burnt, and crispy

aromatic, organic, and modified

at a carnival, out of place

and useless

Margaret Remembers

Black box throws

blue light.

Glow flickers

on gray face

The weather girl

gives a prophecy.

Heavy diapers

pull away wet.

Bone fingers

tap a bell.

Margaret remembers

plump lips.


From Heaven

Black holes and galaxies

cover the body

upon his entrance

and constellations of polyester danced

as he began to roll down the isle.

So when he sits next to you

in the last pew, you

better made sure

you smile.

He could be God (even I know that)

He is spiced with sweat.

He is focused on his sermon notes.

Delta’s and  Ohms are  covered

in smudged fingerprints.

Then he smiles at me.

He knows I understand.


A Screen Door Slam

When was it, when

I called you Mom

and never said

mommy again?

Not when I sat

on stacked pillows

between spidery Legs

waiting for you to complete

your cornrow  masterpiece.

Was it when

we skipped over cracks

to save our ancestors’ backs

and fed birds on the beach

our snacks?

No ceremony

To soothe your fears about drowning in cup of water.

Just MOM

before a screen door slam.

A First Master

In the part of my head that stores my first kiss

Where the epiphany of phonics is still fresh

and in the same spot where math festers,

There, above the first link on my spinal chord

lies a life photograph of my first master.

Bound, among the cluttered pebbles.

She awakes and I meet her.

Drowsy, from the epidural and the anesthesia

at the roughness of this new morning.

So easy to embrace, so hard to keep up with.

A familiar smell.

my water balloon head lands in her chest


War for the Holidays

Engraved in gauze

names we don’t  know

wrap around gifts.

Veins of ribbon

from earth angels

adorn coffers.

Under conflict’s arms

cedar piles high

we repeat.

Banjo rag

Deer guts

Open belly gourd

Banjar

Africa guitar

No one knows

or even remembers

That you have roots.

Dear guts

Open belly gourd

Banjar

Come so far

Got a new master

Frettin’ on stage

wearin’ a suit

Dear guts

Open belly gourd

Banjar

Wailin’ like you are

On that ship

Leaving promised land

to become a joke.

Deer guts

Open belly gourd

Banjar

Africa guitar

No one knows

or even remembers

that you have  any roots.

The Physics of Ice

standing in the hush of winter

pleasantries of snowflakes and sunshine erode.

lungs reject the cold air.

hot breath leads you

toward any signifier of warmth

but ice forms on your path.

With unsure steps there is hope

for a goal of a warm glow.

you embark on a short slick, walk.

Another step — Slip.

Before you understand “frozen solid”

Sip the surprise like you knew it was coming.

In split second levatation remember the thaw.

After landing rise watch the

childrenPlay in the anatomy of the snow


Dream Date With Figureheads

1.

We eat shrimp with Castro

At a café.

His beard bounces on his Gueravera

when he laughs.

We are good socialists

Then he gasses us.

2.

We keep  secret

About Cheny’s crush

on the celebrity

Not really a blind date

He blushes when we

Bring her to the house.

Her blonde curls

make him feel shy.

So he sends her away

Like he should.

“A deal’s a deal!” we protest

but he still won’t stop the war.

Sanctuary

The war came bottled in a refugee

to meet me at  my desk.

Broken and heavy,

slow to speak.

horror seeped from

the corners of her mouth.

Remembering

an impatient rape slices a breast

she no longer sews.

Remembering

fat yams, daddy’s screams, mama’s farm.

She no longer cooks

The war is tired of herself.

She begs her child for sleep.


The Pugilists.

These gangsters are like

clouds coughing

across skies too big.

They’re aloof in fluff

tossing dark

down sidewalks like dice.

We women folk cry;

sprinting home

to guard our babies

from the landscape storm.

A battle

“Cirrus vs. Cumulus!”

Thunder rattles shelves,

lights blind us.

It ends with a prick.

Pugilists break down

in rivers

dripping into manhood.

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